Wow! So here I am ..... beginning my blog. I really don't even know where to start - because in the life of an ADD girl. Your mind goes in 1,000 different directions...can't sit still - even in Church. Your moving and thinking and wiggling pondering and questioning???
God, do you really want me to start this business? If so ... can you send me a sign??? something , anything?? Or, I know God - How about an amazing location with dirt cheap rent? that would be a great one.
Should I look for work? Or step out of faith and trust that God's amazing plan will happen in his time and not mine. Well my goodness, lord if you wanted me to be patient ... then I should have been Job and not myself.
Moving on to a new topic .. I miss my 14 year old son, Parker. He moved in with his dad last in Oct 2010. It was a long string of difficult emotional issues... I am partly to blame but, I sure do miss him - till he's here for 5 min and then I am ready for him to go.
Here I am enjoying my summer with my youngest child logan, age 6..... after losing a job I had for 7 years that I thought I loved and was "called" to do... but, in after much reflection... I think that I should have been singing that old Johnny paycheck song to them about 5 years ago.
I guess sometimes God has a way of working things out ... even when we think it's all wrong ... it happens to be all right - guess you can't put a dollar sign on peace of mind no can ya?
For those of you who truly know me... the above random stream of thoughts is no surprise. If you dont know me ... then I hope this doesn't frighten you to much.
ME love you long time !
Melissa Minish- Beach.com
I hope you love blogging, Mel. I have been able to hash out a lot of my "stuff" blogging, or at least get myself thinking.
ReplyDeleteKeep writing, friend. I'm reading.